
I had been thinking about this for one week. Maybe im wrong maybe its my fault. Im sorry what i've done. its hard for me to text you and say 'Im sorry I know Im wrong' because I can't. Im not that girl. I am who i am. You know how i am. I put my ego damn high. and because of that its hard for me to accept people to be in my life. I had been once and not again. not anymore. Everyday i'll look at my phone and wait when he gonna text or call me and say those sweet words. I guess i was wrong. Its not gonna happen. Let me tell you this actually my life was been so complicated and pathetic. I keep that as my sweet memories. Well that 'bit**' is gone and im glad. im not being a mean but im straight to the point. everyday im gonna say 'Congrats you made my day -,-' (actually not at all) but now my life had been great. i love my families and friends. They were the best things that happen in my life. I wish i have the life that i wish for. but Alhamdulillah Im still breathing. and everyday im hoping that Allah helps me in every single way. xoxo
